Different side of Jogging

 Hari ni hari ahad. it's morning when i followed my student pegi jog kat lake valley. kami berempat, Laily, Alip & Acap. what is the main reason people go for jogging? to stay healthy and keep the body fit and slim? as for me, that is not the reason why i jog coz jogging is something that i hate actually.

jog needs someone untuk berlari dengan speed yang perlahan. and i hate running. merentas desa masa sekolah dulu i tak pernah habiskan sampai garis penamat. i means, it always shortcut for me. tak pon i tumpang kereta cikgu. walaupun benci jogging, saya suka jugak lumba lari. it's kind of different coz lumba lari tu need us to run fast for a short time. 100Meter for example. saya pernah dapat no 1 kay. tapi masa skola rendah lah. tu pn sebab kawan saya yang lari lagi laju jatuh masa race tu.

okay, back to the story about jogging, the reason is i wanna run away from someone, or i can call it something. something that i can't easily escape and memang susah bagi saya nak lupakannya. it happened tanpa saya pinta. actually it's about feeling. maybe. i wanna run away from my own feeling. forbidden feeling. feeling for the wrong person. well, i know that is anugerah tapi bila ada feeling pada orang yang salah, tak boleh lah kan? so i decided i could run away from that by doing this shit called jog. and now i, satu round dah tinggal kan dia. sbb saya jog satu round tasik tu. penat gile weh. for sure la rasa macam nak mati. i never run for such a long distance without stopping even for a second before. that was a complishment for me i though. yeay!

and... because keeping my body fit is not the reason i running, after the jogging time, I pergi membedal nasi lemak sepinggan, licin. with egg. my god, can u imagine how much calories i gain from eating this nasi lemak??? memang tak terlawan dengan apa yang hilang masa jogging tadi. tapi, i don't care. weight is just a number. as long as i can fit semua baju dan seluar i, tak kesah lah berat nak naik pun...wish i can running and running again. walaupun run is not the right solution for the problems we faced, but i feel relieved. yes, relieved.